In My Mind

Trying to understand one's mind can be a complexed thing. Like trying figure out how one feels about a situation. The mind can give you several different images, ideas, and pathways to handle a situation. It all depends on which one you choose. For one to choose can be very difficult for one to decide which one to pick. A big example can be to decide on one's love life or the lack there of one. To decide through one's feelings, emotions, ideas about a situation, attraction to a person and such all can go through one's mind. The mind can run through all types of scenarios, which can drive a person crazy. One can be trying to (hopefully) start a relationship with a person but may not know what direction it will go next or even how to move forward. Should a person actual trust the scenarios that his/her mind making him/her think of? It is like these images, thoughts, and such are one's feelings for a person or are they just "what if" scenarios...?... How doe...

To Feel the beat of a song is like feeling your Heart beat. Well, with some songs that can be a little bit on the Extreme side but close enough. I mean you get these songs that make you feel like you are in one of those rave clubs. I mean they could make you sweat off your body weight Dancing to some songs. Here are some Examples: Lady Gaga's NEW Album The Fame Monster, Most Black Eyed Peas songs, Most of Adam Lambert's Album, and etc. Those are just a few out of many songs/Albums. Most of the time I do not listen to certain kinds of music because of what they say but the beat of a song can just make you move. I mean I just LOVE the music you can Feel!!

Well, as the title says, They(mean people in your life) say, "words are just words" AND they NEVER EVER!!!!! meant to hurt her feeling by saying what they said. I mean really? Do people actually NOT think before they speak? BUT WAIT!!!!! They do think about a joke to tell but not if they should tell it. I mean WHY?!!! Do you REALLY?!!! think I want to hear a "Black joke"? I mean how many ways/shapes or forms do I have to tell you I am NOT a racist!?! OH, Okay!!! I have to bluntly say it out LOUD that I am NOT a Racist!!! NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO SPEAK TO ME AND YOU ARE THINKING OF A JOKE, THEN DO NOT SPEAK!!!!!!!

Oh, Boy!! I can't believe I forgot about this site. LOL!!! HahaHaha!! You would think I was busy or something between the last time I posted a blog. But yeah, I think I did forget about this place to blog about my life. Well, where should I start?? How about I joined a church to go to on Sundays. I know if you know from chatting with me on sites like MySpace, or Facebook, or even Twitter you may be scratching your head in wondering why now? will I join a Church after my faith have been tested like nothing else has before but life goes on. Before My Aunt & my Dad passed away I wanted to start going to a church every Sunday but I kept forgetting about bringing it up to my parents. You would think when I learned my Dad had cancer I would have found a Church then but I was not thinking about it that much then. See, I always believed in God, so I never thought it was a big deal to go to Church. I mean when I was younger I went to a Day Care that is in a Church so it felt like I ...

Well, Today was my Aunt Lisa's Birthday. She died a few months ago. It has been really tough. We planned a lunch for us(My Uncle/her Husband, My Cousins William/her son, Michelle/her daughter, and me & My MOM/her sister) to get together and celebrate her birthday like she was still with us. First, Me and my mom went to the cemetery to hang a card my Aunt Sheila made for my Aunt Lisa. We then went to Wal-Mart to find a Birthday Cake. Well, We found a birthday cake and it was perfect. We then headed back home to let the cake chill and so I could recharge the battery for my camera. Well, 2 hours past and now it was time to leave to meet everyone for lunch. We all met up at "What's For Lunch?" for lunch. we picked that place because when my other two Aunts came to town, we all would go there for lunch. We brought the Cake with us, so we could have cake after we had our lunch. My Cousin JJ sent my other cousin Michelle a set of roses. After lunch, we all went to the ...

Well, this morning I helped my mother with the yard sale, she wanted to do. I didn't want to do a yard sale when she first brought it up but I went with it to make her happy. The more she searched for items for the Yard Sale, the more I Roll my Eyes. Yeah, I know that is rude but Oh, Well!!! She asked if I had anything for the Yard Sale and said NO!! BUT!!! I sucked it up and saw like two things I could put out there to sell. SO, as the morning came I awake ready for a Yard Sale. Really? Yes, Really!!! Yeah, I set my alarm clock to like 5: 10 am. I get up and didn't really feel like a yard sale. BUT none the less I got dressed and helped my mom set up for the Yard Sale. AND so begin the wait for customers....... Oh, YES!! We let my uncle put out the signs along the road. LOL !!! I know!!! He may get hit by a car. I know that is bad to think, let alone type but HEY!! I was NOT going to be the one to cross the road while it was still DARK!! I may be young but I am NOT stupid. NO...