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What's Really Going? (The Maybe Blog)

Have you ever felt like life was going to fast? Maybe at a certain time in your life you have felt that happening. Maybe you meet someone... You get to know them and you feel they are perfect for you. Maybe you shouldn't get involved with them but you just feel such a pull toward them that you can't stay away from them for too long. You question what is happening to the point it drives you crazy. The thoughts in your mind about what is right and wrong. They begin to start a war within your mind. This war is making you all confused about the decisions you make. The war starts to make you doubt yourself and who you are.

You want to know what you are feeling is real or not. You really wish you didn't have this confusion that is rattling your mind. But you do and you feel that you should just stop what is making this confusion continue. The odd part is that the person coming into your life, just seems to mesh so well with you that you wish there was no confusion in your mind. You are a person that has never really been in a relationship with anyone and it is all new. The feeling when you have a connection with someone can be strong that it shakes your core.


**Ok, I know I have been writing some of these blogs in like third person but that changes after this sentence. It is time to really get into My Mind. **


Honestly, I was trying to give love a chance but so many question started filling my head. I was so new to the dating thing or anything the goes into creating a relationship. I wasn't sure what was going on as the months went on and on. For the longest time, I thought we were just friends hanging out. I mean, it just didn't seem like it was going anywhere. Ok, maybe relationships don't start fast going into saying your actually in love with the person but my heart or my mind was telling me something. I couldn't decide which one (my heart or my mind) was telling me to give love a chance or which one was telling me to back way and go the other direction.

I know it sounds bad for someone to run from a good thing but then again how would I know.. I mean I haven't really been in a relationship, so It is all new to me. I know between this blog and my last one, you may think I am a head case but it is what it is. I mean Seriously! I'm not sure with my Mind. BUT!! Could it be my heart that is giving me these feels? Or is it my Mind making up the feelings I believe I have developed toward that person. Are they Real or Make Believe? Those are just some of the questions that started to fill my Mind.

Now, If some curious minds find this blog and wonder who this person is. Sorry but all in time. As they say in poker, "You gotta know when to play your cards". Because Believe me these blogs are about to become more personal.

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